Cathedrals of the Earth

 

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From a very early age, I have fond memories of road trips to innumerable locations throughout the Midwest and the Southeast. My father was the owner of the Chevrolet and Oldsmobile dealership in my small hometown of Baldwin, Wisconsin, and my mother was a teacher for decades in the elementary school there. Summers were a bit freer for our family than most. Because my grandparents lived in central Florida, and my father’s dealer trades took us everywhere in-between, I have had the great fortune of traveling throughout much of our incredible country. Throughout my life, I have benefited as the very lucky “only child” of intelligent people who understood the significance of travel, history, and, as I have just recently begun to discover, our country’s incredible National Park System.

“National parks are the best idea we ever had. Absolutely American, absolutely democratic, they reflect us at our best rather than our worst.” (Wallace Stegner)

For much of America’s early history, leaders attempted to secure land to protect it from private sale and designate it for public use (the earliest instances being Hot Springs in Arkansas, the Yosemite Valley in California, and Yellowstone in Wyoming). Of greatest significance in the fight to preserve the nation’s heritage, President Theodore Roosevelt signed the Antiquities Act on June 8, 1906, and later that year designated Devil’s Tower in Wyoming, El Morro in New Mexico, and Montezuma Castle and Petrified Forest in Arizona as the first National Monuments. (Of the original monuments designated by FDR, Zion in Utah, Acadia in Maine, and Petrified Forest become cornerstone national parks.) Forty-four years after the establishment of Yellowstone, President Woodrow Wilson created the National Park Service on August 25, 1916.

My personal “adventure in parkland” continued in the previously unexplored Southwest during a holiday road trip with my parents in December of 2014, ironically at one of the original monuments set aside by FDR. Atop Montezuma Castle, I unknowingly committed myself to visiting each of the 400+ designations at least once before the end of my life.

I have discovered, or perhaps reminded myself, that each park is full of unparalleled natural wonder, deep historic context, and absolute uniqueness. From the land of the first sunrise (Acadia outside of Bar Harbor, Maine), to the very southernmost part of California (Cabrillo in San Diego), and the origins of the Spanish American war in the Sunshine State (Castillo de San Marcos in St. Augustine, Florida) to the great Olympics and Cascades of Washington State’s extreme northwest, I have seen this truth with my own eyes.

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This past weekend, I had the great privilege of re-visiting Chaco Culture National Historic Park in northwestern New Mexico, which preserves one of the most important pre-Columbian cultural and historic areas in the United States. Inhabited between AD 900 and 1150, much is still unknown about the people who lived in Chaco Canyon because of major mistakes made in early excavations of the site. It was a major center of culture, consisted of fifteen major complexes that remained the largest buildings in North America until the 19th century, and was abandoned due to a fifty-year drought that began in 1130.

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Part of the privilege of visiting Chaco was sharing the journey with my predecessor at Santa Fe Opera, Joyce Idema, the former Director of Media and Public Relations. While I have been in this business for a relatively short time, Joyce has a lifetime of experience in public relations and marketing, including the National Symphony Orchestra in D.C. and the Chicago Symphony Orchestra. The stories and wealth of knowledge shared as well as the candidness that comes from a strong personal relationship with this incredible woman were welcome accompaniment along the 3 1/2 hour car ride from The City Different. Indeed the drive itself was intoxicating, along the western edge of the Jemez Mountains, through some of New Mexico’s own badlands, and near terrain that occasionally looked eerily extraterrestrial.

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Conversation turned to the inevitable waxing poetic about our national parklands. I described my lasting impression of Chaco, and so many of the wonders I’ve encountered, as my “church” … the place where I convene with nature and worship in its awesomeness.

Like a great cathedral, Chaco Canyon has towering sandstone buttresses reaching high over a knave carpeted with desert plants and flowers that conceal a dry arroyo that flowed once with ancient waters. Its transepts extend into distant valleys and a great stained glass ceiling of New Mexico’s signature blue sky extends overhead.

I am neither of the faithful nor of native ancestry, but this is my church … and these were my people.

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Radiant are the heavens high

08 December 2013

Christmas at St. Olaf 2013 – Heaven and earth, awake and sing

“Yet with the woes of sin and strife
The world has suffered long;
Beneath the heavenly hymn have rolled
Two thousand years of wrong;
And warring humankind hears not
The tidings which they bring;
Oh hush the noise and cease your strife
And hear the angels sing!”

Let’s journey back to December 7, 1999 with a journal entry:

“Fest is over. I didn’t even have strength to write about it. I don’t know if I really want to look back because to look back could be extremely painful. I’ll finish the hymns and the songs so I’ll always remember the words, but that part of me that invested my soul for four years … is dead.

It has been so incredibly hard. Sunday night was like experiencing some kind of death. Every second brought me closer to the inevitable penultimate chord. I began to cry as we walked into the auditorium. I think when I listen to the recording, I’ll remember every moment of that evening. Maybe as I finish the songs, I’ll remember bits and pieces. But the very beginning was a wash of emotion. All those years of standing through the cool down of the orchestra’s first notes. This primordial sound… Elgar’s Enigma rising out of ancient chanted call to worship with bells sounding and the women singing the part of Mary. ‘The pillars of the earth are the Lord’s and on them God hath set the world. My heart o’erflows. Alleluia.’ The cool breeze of some restless spirit, brushing across my face as it rushes out of Skoglund. ‘He, the Source, the Ending, He.’

And ‘The Glory of the Father’ – in it, a small, simple, fervent prayer from on of life’s weary travelers, that his family will be healed by the Grace and Truth of the true Word. Our Hope Forevermore.

In the simplicity of its beginning, I found my strength. ‘He is my only hope forevermore.’ No longer do I have Fest to boost my visible level of faith. It has carried me this far. There is nothing like this after. I seek not for it. I ask not for it. It will come with Jubilee and only then. What better motivation to achieve God’s kingdom? To sing with the heavenly Choirs of Olaf once more.

And the triumphant opening – my heart screaming ‘Viking, Manitou … get off those bleachers!’ ‘Cantorei, don’t mount those steps.’ ‘Ole Choir, hold back, lest that which was inevitable from the day I opening my mouth to Dr. Bob to sing.’ ‘Hark, a thrilling voice is sounding!’ ‘And the Glory of the Lord’ ‘God of Life and Might.’ ‘There Shall a Star’ … thank you twice over, Mendelssohn.

‘Of the Father’s love begotten … ere the mouth began to sing ..He, the source and ending, he.'”

All my life from that point danced in front of my eyes this last two hours, listening to my 19th St. Olaf Christmas Festival from the warmth and comfort of my bedroom. I didn’t get my act together this year to get tickets, but there were a few other years I decided to take off. In those three of 19 years, I haven’t missed the live broadcast once, thus an unbroken line from my senior year of high school to present.

I was looking through the journal I kept my senior year. And though I was extremely dramatic (let’s be honest, what has changed?), my near stream of conscience entry did get at the heart of the matter. I knew even then that experiencing Fest is an extremely rare and beautiful gift.

So much has changed over the years. But seeds of passion and faith and ambition were all sown at that time in my life to create what I have become nearly a decade and a half later. Shortly after I wrote that post, my first Chicago roommate, Kate Hayes, and I had our decision-making conversation to move to Chicago after our last summer (respectively) in Colorado and Minnesota/Wisconsin. A series of both fortunate and unfortunate events followed to bring me to this moment…which I believe to be another turning point in my life. A great expanse of possibility again spreads out in front of me. And I embrace the unknown.

The Origin of Love

30 April 2013

The Schubert Club: Jessye Norman

Photo courtesy The Schubert Club

Jessye Norman. Photo: The Schubert Club

Let me set the scene.

It was June of 1997. I had just finished my first year at St. Olaf and was living in Northfield for the summer, house sitting for an Econ prof with Jeremy Haug, watching her fat cat by the name of Skitty, working my first not-for-profit job at WCAL Radio on campus (for you kiddies, that was the best classical programming in town at the time and now is MPR’s The Current – 89.3) and ushering at Orchestra Hall. Jeremy and I got jobs ushering, mostly for all the free concerts as our minimum wage earnings barely covered gas and parking downtown Minneapolis.

Already, Jerm had exposed me to the world of opera for the first time in my life only months earlier with Minnesota Opera’s The Magic Flute (THE culprit for my intense love for the Germanic repertoire). Helen Todd (Minnesota Opera’s recent Turandot) was the Queen of the Night and our student rush seats in the second row of the orchestra exposed me to much more than I had expected: Ms. Todd’s dynamic consonants (manifested in her spittle, arching over the low strings and onto my face) and the controlled scream that is the very essence of opera.

I became interested in Mozart, the great divas of the day (Kathleen “Battle-axe,” the “Dames” Kiri and Janet Baker, “Flicka” Von Stade, Denyce Graves, etc.), standard repertoire of the operatic idiom, composers and their historical place in artistic movements of their day, voice parts and roles (spinto, coloratura, Helden, Wagnerian, soubrette, etc.) and so much more. These people and concepts became household lexicon for me. Choral and band music were suddenly not the only expressive musical forms I knew and cherished. Through my employment at Minnesota Orchestra, I became aware of some of the superstars of instrumental music. I was finally exposed to the rich cultural fabric that the Twin Cities had produced over decades of love and passion for the art form.

In the midst of this growth spurt, Jeremy surprised me with tickets to the hottest show in the Orchestra’s season – a solo recital of a soprano by the name of Jessye Norman.

Like Der Königin der Nacht’s literal “rain” of terror on my head, I was assaulted by Jessye at the very apex of her career. It was a hot day in June. She had demanded the HVAC turned off in the Hall, which made it unbearable. The well-dressed were stripping down to their underclothes and the air had a tinge of a locker room at the YMCA to it. But she walked out with the poise of Ariadne and the passion of Sieglinde…and the well-deserved pride of an African American woman. We were transported to a different plane of existence for two hours (in which she did not, to my eyes, appear to crack a bead of sweat).

Then, she was in her early 50s and an indelible force within the opera world. Her command of the repertoire, her stage presence, her inhabitance off every aria as a different role, and her proud smile during her final bows will live with me always. This season of return in 2012-2013 has brought many a great singer back into my proximity (Helen Todd, Denyce Graves, etc.), but Ms. Norman receives the honor and distinction of pushing me over the cliff into the sea foam green of the blissful operatic abyss.

A week ago, gracefully aged but just as commanding a presence, she walked onto the stage of the Ordway and not only stole my heart again, but affirmed my commitment to my path in life.

It’s hard to comment on her artistry and the quality of her 67-year-old voice simultaneously. Luckily, this is my blog and I don’t have to critique her. She is exploring other parts of the American musical cannon: Gershwin, Rodgers and Hart, Rodgers and Hammerstein, Bernstein, Weill, Ellington. And she has always been good at telling us a story of something we don’t necessarily know well. (I will never forget her documentary on “Amazing Grace” which was introduced to me by my father.)

The voice no longer has its Wagnerian or Straussian power. It cannot due to pure biology. We have expiration dates on our vocal qualities. But, within Rodgers and Hammerstein’s “Climb Ev’ry Mountain” there were moments of her towering Ariadne. In Arlen’s “Sleepin’ Bee” there were colors of the African American Spiritual storyteller that she has been. In Kahn’s “My Baby Just Cares for Me” (for Nina Simone) there were hints of a jazz-infused soul and in “Another Man Done Gone” (for Odetta) there existed her own personal struggle to the top of her craft.

I think my dear friend Pamela Espeland put it all perfectly in her review of the experience: “Should Jessye Norman still be singing?”

For me, it was enough to be in the presence of greatness. To be wrapped in the flowery caftan of her spirit for a few hours. To be swallowed whole by her incredible vortex of her being. To be blinded by the brilliance of her crown (a signature gold lamé head wrap). She reminded us all why music is one of the most important threads in the fabric of our existence. And I thank her for the inspiration and grace she has given to the world.

I end with this final aria from Purcell’s Dido and Aeneas – a testament to her greatness. Let us remember the star that she was and is … and the great teacher that she will forever be.

200 experiences in the theatre of life

2012-2013 Cultural Calendar

Well, I made it. 200 cultural experiences in one year. I originally had thought that this would be difficult with the original goal of 100 in 14 months. Some of this was accomplished through nearly breaking my neck (and sanity) to get to things, occasionally breaking the budget and almost constantly breaking my resolve to report on this blog about them. But in the end, I doubled down and made it to the end with flying colors.

Now to answer for myself: “What has this accomplished?” Besides setting a goal for myself and actually achieving it, this journey has underscored the innate need for culture and art in my life. It has brought me out of my bubble of the opera world. It has made me appreciative of the contributions of art and culture by so many wonderful people I’m my life. And more than anything, it has awoken my senses and made me hyper-aware of the cultural fabric of the world in which we live.

Future goals? I don’t think such an aggressive goal is smart or sustainable (sanity, pocket book, etc.). Maybe 150 instead of 200 with a goal to religiously reflect on them. Definitely more dance and jazz need to be added to the dossier. And the fates willing, I have been suffering from a lack of Chamber Orchestra and Symphony.

But I give it up to you readers who have followed my journey to suggest things outside my regular comfort zone. I welcome your contributions and recommendations.

Here is the master list. A future post this spring will be dedicated to the top ten. And the new list has already been started. Journey on!

  1. May 6 – National Lutheran Choir with Cantus: Sanctus Spirit of Music
  2. May 9 – Metropolitan Opera: Wagner’s Das Rheingold in HD
  3. May 12 – Minnesota Chorale: Annual Gala at the Minnesota Children’s Theater (Actually, singing R&H’s “It’s a Grand Night for Singing”)
  4. May 13 – Opera on Tap at Honey (my friend Katherine rocking the E in Mozart’s “Durch Zärtlichkeit und Schmeicheln”)
  5. May 14 – Metropolitan Opera: Wagner’s Die Walküre in HD
  6. May 16 – 14th Annual Allies for Justice Celebration & Awards Dinner at Nicollet Island Pavillion (I’ll count this because for ALL of the Opera things to which I’ve draggedElizabeth, she can finally now dish it back…a lovely evening with T. Michael Rambo as M.C., so definitely a show)
  7. May 17 – BawdyBlue a Burlesque Revue at Driftwood Char Bar (Hanging out with my fabulous intern Emma…with a few surprises on the side)
  8. May 19 – Minnesota Orchestra: Vänskä, Sudbin and Mozart at Orchestra Hall (Holy Yevgeny Sudbin playing Mozart’s ‘Piano Concerto No. 24′ and Sibelius building his mountain in ‘Symphony No. 1′. Sibelius, at least in this piece, is definitely the lovechild of Wagner and Mahler. Also enjoyed a night out with my hosts of the evening, Paul and Jered)
  9. May 20 – 25th Annual Minnesota AIDS Walk at Minnehaha Park (Always a pleasure running into Mark Kinney!)
  10. May 25 – Roy Lichtenstein: A Retrospective at The Art Institute of Chicago (Favorite part was “Artist’s Studio” of which I have the four pieces, seen together for the first time since 1974, in my mobile uploads)
  11. May 25 – Eric Holubow: In Decay – Stitching America’s Ruins at Chicago Cultural Center (Fascinating photography exhibit of some of America’s forgotten opulence, such as the stage of the Uptown Theater in Chicago…now silent cultural cornerstones)
  12. May 25 – Morbid Curiosity: The Richard Harris Colection at Chicago Cultural Center (Amazing exhibition of our culture’s fascination with death…favorite installations? Otto Dix’s etchings based on his experience as a soldier in The Great War)
  13. May 26 – IML 2012 (International Mister Leather – Yup, counting it…a performance unto itself. The human zebra posing for pictures on my way out of the Leather Market was the high point.)
  14. May 27 – Vox 3 Collective: Veiled Faces: Women of the Bible in Music (Great seeing Brian and Benjeman…and experiencing a premiere of Randall West’s “Judith” sung by the fabulous Laura Pinto.)
  15. June 2 – St. Olaf College Alumni Organ Recital (John Schwandt rocking the hell out of his improvised, yes you’re reading it correctly, 3 movement organ symphony based on two hymn tunes near and dear to Ferg’s heart and one Bach fugue subject.)
  16. June 2 – St. Olaf Cantorei Reunion Concert (A Festival in Song…finally, after all these years, singing in Cantorei next to Jeremy Haug, Christiansen’s “Lamb of God” and Farrant’s “Lord for Thy tender mercy’s sake”)
  17. June 2 – St. Olaf Evensong Service (Singing under the wonderful direction of Chris Aspaas and Hovland’s “Stay With Us”, which Cantorei “soft-premiered” in 1998/1999, my year with the choir.)
  18. June 3 – St. Olaf All Alumni Worship Service (Ferg’s last official service in Boe Chapel…rightly ended with Widor’s ”Toccata” from Symphony No. 5.)
  19. June 8 – Twin Cities Pride Grand Marshal Reception & Art Exhibition (Highlight and hopefully the winner as I had to cut out a little early…”That’s So Gay!” a mixed media piece by local artist Max Maddox.)
  20. June 8 – SPCO: Haydn’s “The Seasons” at Ordway (With the heavenly tenor of Thomas Cooley and the delicious baritone of Philip Cutlip.)
  21. June 9 – Minnesota Orchestra: Deborah Voigt Sings Salome at Orchestra Hall (A gorgeous Debbie and Mahler’s brilliant and heartbreaking ‘Symphony No. 10′)
  22. June 13 – Minnesota Chorale: Chorus America Conference – Opening Night Concert at Orchestra Hall (With so many friends from VocalEssence, Magnum Chorum, The Singers, Cantus and National Lutheran Choir…highlights were premiering Steve Paulus’ new piece “When Music Sounds” and running into long-ago Lyric Opera co-worker Dan Black! Oh, yeah, and one of Chorale’s numbers got a standing ovation and a great review by PiPress.)
  23. June 14/15 – Minnesota Orchestra/Minnesota Chorale: Season Finale: An Evening of Tribute at Orchestra Hall (Doc! “Carmina Burana”! Maestro Stanisław Skrowaczewski in front of the Orchestra again, while sitting in the best seats in the house! And seeing so much of Bob Neu this week! Feeling a little nostalgic about the Hall closing and such a big part of my personal history about to go through a great big change.)
  24. June 23 – Pride in Concert: Kelly Rowland at Loring Park (Um…spending the evening with Strib’s CJ and meeting Kelly??!)
  25. June 23/24 – 40th Annual Pride Twin Cities Festival and Parade at Loring Park (Where I spent a wonderful weekend with some awesome fellow Board members (Scott Feldman, Brian Harper, Jayson Ledeboer, Lisa Anderson-Gaber, LaToya Scott and Rob Anderson), one amazing Executive Director, Dot Belstler, and an amazing staff.)
  26. June 26 – State Theater: Kristin Chenoweth (Great concert though it lacked some Bernstein and lagged with a few too many Christian Pop and Country…lucky to spend an awesome evening with Rich Geen and so nice running into Mike Hinsch(even if he was 20 rows behind me LOL). Plus, I couldn’t help to think about Rob Grindle who took me to see Wicked on Broadway for my first Kristin experience so many years ago!)
  27. July 6 – Minneapolis Institute of Arts: Rembrandt in America (Amazing historical walk through an incredible artist’s life…comparing his authentic pieces to those of the students he taught to mimic his craft so well that they have been confused as his own…the sign of an excellent artist and teacher. BTW, the largest collection of American Rembrandts pulled together in history.)
  28. July 7 – Orpheum Theater: Idina Menzel (Great night hanging out with Jamie Nieman…despite her sickness, Idina still put on a better show than Kristin. With all of her Rent pieces she sang, I couldn’t help but think of Gloria Gamboa and all those nights we spent together waiting for or seeing the first stop of the original tour in St. Paul.)
  29. July 12 – Chanhassen Dinner Theater: Xanadu (Got to hang out with my girls, Katherine, Kristin and Julie…if the entertainment was mediocre…which I blame mostly on the show itself and the rollerskates…the company definitely made up for it.)
  30. July 15 – The Color Run Twin Cities 2012 at the Minnesota State Fair Grounds (Awesome and unexpected morning…so much joy and good energy. Thanks to Stephen Grant for getting me there in the first place…and great to see Dan Duhamel, the Interim Board President of Open Your Heart, and see his organization benefit from such an outflowing of support…19,000 runners!)
  31. July 17 – The Jungle Theater: Noises Off
  32. July 18 – Mill City Opera: Leoncavallo’s I Pagliacci (So happy to see some of my friends and co-workers enjoying themselves tonight…David Lefkowich, Mr. Director, Andy Wilkowski, Tonio, Alexi, Stage Manager, Adriana Zabala, Director extraordinaire of the Studio Artists, and even some of the Ensemble members, especially the dear Lola Watson. Lovely artistic direction and concept in the ruins of the Mill, brilliant costumes, especially the commedia ones, by Jen Caprio, a first rate orchestra which sounded amazing despite the accoustic difficulties of the space and a final scene full of so much passion that it rightly got people to their feet. Favorite moment? The…literal…birds missing their cue in Act 1 by about 15 minutes, and rather an airplane meeting Nedda’s heavenward gaze, competing with her lovely “Qual fiamma avea nel guardo.” Another note…funny how a decade can change perspective. I fondly remember my first and only other Pag by Michael Yeargan, which opened our 2002 season at Lyric…and how connected I felt to Canio, the troupe leader, as his heart is trampled by Nedda. Tonight, my connection was with Silvio, Nedda’s idealistic lover who is killed while pursuing his heart. And a final observation…how interesting that I saw Noises Off last night which could nearly be a 1980′s re-write of this brilliant and powerful Verismo opera. Art immitating life immitating art, indeed.
  33. July 20 – Grant Park Orchestra and Chorus: Rossini’s Stabat Mater (Amazing concert, incredible orchestra and chorus…Rossini’s Overture to William Tell, Leighton’s Hymn to Matter and Rossini’s Stabat Mater with some very fine soloists. Best part of the evening? Sitting on a lawn in the middle of my favorite city on earth with some old friends…Jilleh, Levi and Luciano.)
  34. July 21 – Chicago Symphony Orchestra: Gala Fundraiser with Patricia Racette and Patti LuPone at Ravinia Festival (So many wonderful things: top favorites were Racette’s “Edith Piaf” set, putting her own signature spin on a French classic, LuPone singing “Ladies Who Lunch” from Sondheim’s Company, throwing her martini glass into the crowd on her final “Everybody RISE” and making me spill my wine all over myself AND Wagner’s Tannhäuser Overture while looking up the pink, blue and purple sunset above Ravinia Park. Even better, spending the evening with some old and some new friends: Ben and Brian, Hugo and his mother, Véronique, and Imanoland his very tired and jetlagged girlfriend.)
  35. July 28 – Minnesota Orchestra: Verdi’s Rigoletto at Ted Mann (The BEST Rigoletto I have heard live…hands down. I remember my first was Lyric’s production in 2000, the very first year I worked there…set in a brothel…where opening night, the designers were booed off the stage. SO good to see such amazing artists and friends onstage. Besides Maureen O’Flynn blowing us away with her Gilda, so wonderful to see Matty, Brad, Gabe and Jeff with the wonderful MN Orchestra.
  36. Aug 3 – Santa Fe Opera: Szymanowski’s King Roger
  37. Aug 4 – Santa Fe Opera: “Susan Graham and Friends” Recital
  38. Aug 5 – Jemez Mountains, Santa Fe National Forest and Valles Caldera National Preserve. (This experience with Elizabeth Scott reminded me that I shouldn’t discount my visits to national parks and natural wonders in this whole journey. Sunday was an absolutely fantastic day up in the mountains, hiking through the forest and dipping in a natural hot spring with the greatest hottub view of my life)
  39. Aug 6 – Santa Fe Opera: Strauss’s Arabella
  40. Aug 7 – Rio Grande Gorge Bridge. (A second side-trip out of Santa Fe, this time with my friend Israel up to Taos. The thrill of the trip was seeing the roof of New Mexico, Wheeler Peak, and the Rio Grand Gorge. So much more to see, hiking to do and spas to visit next time…two words…Ojo Caliente.)
  41. Aug 7 – Santa Fe Opera: Rossini’s Maometto II
  42. Aug 11 – Minnesota Fringe Festival: Men’s Room Etiquette. (Kickoff to yet another fantastic Fringe Fest with Tom Jermann. Not a bad start, either. Pretty decent story telling about a phenomenon to which only half the population is privy…propriety and impropriety in the gentlemen’s washroom complete with a Puck-like washroom attendant.)
  43. Aug 11 – Minnesota Fringe Festival: Nightmare Without Pants. (Hands down, the BEST show of the evening…from “let’s hold feet” to “anger pony” to “sex is like doing your taxes”, this show was phenomenal! Brilliant comic actors and incredible pacing, all wrapped up in a night terror dream sequence. Tom and I almost went to something else…so lucky we got to see this gem.)
  44. Aug 11 – Minnesota Fringe Festival: The Music Box. (Ummmm, ouch. What nice things can I say about this? Well, nothing really. It was sort of like La traviata andRagtime collided…and then turned gay. But even some gratuitous nudity couldn’t have helped this craptastic musical. Or a Depression Era twist on Brokeback Mountain with the two young male leads…Tom and I kind of hoped that they would decide to BOTH dump the girl and make out with each other. In other words, this musical to me was the American version of Werther.)
  45. Aug 12 – Minnesota Fringe Festival: Christopher Street A New Musical.
  46. Aug 12 – Minnesota Fringe Festival: Joe Dowling’s William Shakespeare’s Romeo & Juliet on the Moon, featuring Kate Mulgrew as Lady Capulet.
  47. Aug 12 – Minnesota Fringe Festival: BOOGIEography.
  48. Aug 24 – Mixed Precipitation: The Return of King Idomeneo: A Picnic Operetta
  49. Aug 25 – The Walker Art Center: Minouk Lim: Heat of Shadows
  50. Aug 25 – The Walker Art Center: Dance Works I: Merce Cunningham/Robert Rauschenberg
  51. Aug 25 – The Walker Art Center: Midnight Party
  52. Aug 25 – The Walker Art Center: This Will Have Been: Art, Love & Politics in the 1980s
  53. Aug 30 – Minnesota State Fair: Opera-on-a-Stick – Minnesota Opera Resident Artists on the MPR Stage
  54. Aug 30 – Minnesota State Fair: The Mavericks
  55. Sept 2 – Winnipeg Art Gallery: Fairy Tales, Monsters, and the Genetic Imagination
  56. Sept 2 – Winnipeg Art Gallery: The Stafford Collection of Inuit Sculpture
  57. Sept 2 – The Manitoba Legislative Building, Grounds, Memorial Park and Memorial Boulevard
  58. Sept 4 – MNuet Launch at Bryant Lake Bowl
  59. Sept 7 – SPCO: Opening Night – Beethoven’s Eroica and Stravinsky
  60. Sept 7 – The Cowles Center: Raze the Barre
  61. Sept 8 – Concrete and Grass: Lowertown Music Festival in Mears Park, St. Paul
  62. Sept 8 – 2012 HRC Dinner at the Minneapolis Convention Center
  63. Sept 9 – The Minnesota Renaissance Festival: Highland Fling
  64. Sept 11 – The Jungle Theater: Waiting for Godot
  65. Sept 15 – SPCO: Strauss and Brahms
  66. Sept 19 – The Dakota Jazz Club: Delfeayo Marsalis (Theoroi)
  67. Sept 22, 25 & 30 – Minnesota Opera: Verdi’s Nabucco
  68. Sept 28 – Orpheum Theater: Wanda Sykes
  69. Sept 29 – Plymouth Congregational Church: World Premiere of Stephen Paulus and Michael Dennis Browne’s The Shoemaker
  70. Sept 29 – A Prairie Home Companion with Garrison Keillor
  71. Sept 29 – SPCO: American Romantics and Maria Schneider with Dawn Upshaw
  72. Oct 3 – The Schubert Club: Karita Mattila in Recital
  73. Oct 6 – Lyric Opera of Chicago Opening Night: Strauss’ Elektra
  74. Oct 7 – Music of the Baroque: Haydn’s Lord Nelson Mass and Mozart’s Symphony No. 38 “Prague” with Susanna Phillips
  75. Oct 12 – Carolyn Pool & Shanan Custer’s 2 Sugars, Room for Cream
  76. Oct 13 – Mixed Blood Theatre: Next to Normal (Theoroi)
  77. Oct 14 – TC Film Festival – Dustin Hoffman’s Quartet
  78. Oct 14 – Intermedia Arts – This Was Meant for Women’s Bodies
  79. Oct 16 – TC Film Festival: Ben Lewin’s The Sessions
  80. Oct 18 – The Schubert Club: Courtroom Concert “Celebrating Dominick Argento’s 85th Birthday”
  81. Oct 19 – VocalEssence: Romance in E minor with Helmut Rilling
  82. Oct 21 – University of Minnesota Libraries: Arias and Recitatives, an intimate dialogue with Dominick Argento and Friends
  83. Oct 22 – Minnesota Opera: Anna Bolena Behind the Curtain
  84. Oct 24 – Tempo (Minnesota Opera): Boleyn: For Love, For Conquest
  85. Oct 25 – Westminster Town Hall Forum: Michael Feinstein
  86. Oct 26 – Zenon Dance Company: BOO-ty Bash
  87. Nov 3 – Theater Latté Da: Sondheim’s Company
  88. Nov 10, 13, 15, 17 & 18 – Minnesota Opera: Donizetti’s Anna Bolena
  89. Nov 11 – Minnesota Chorale: Bridges 2012 “A Gift of Song”
  90. Nov 14 – Met in HD: Verdi’s Otello
  91. Nov 16 – St. Olaf Theater Department: Sondheim’s Marry Me a Little
  92. Nov 20 – The Jungle Theater: In the Next Room
  93. Nov 23 – Theater Wit: Irvine Welsh’s Trainspotting USA
  94. Nov 24 – Music Box Theatre: Sing-a-long Sound of Music
  95. Nov 25 – Lyric Opera of Chicago: Donizetti’s Don Pasquale
  96. Nov 28 – Met in HD: Adès’ The Tempest (Encore)
  97. Nov 29 – St. Olaf Christmas Festival
  98. Nov 30 – Minnesota Chorale: Holidazzle Parade
  99. Dec 1 – The Singers: What Sweeter Music – Christmas with The Singers
  100. Dec 2 – Minnesota Chorale: Messiah Sing-Along
  101. Dec 3 – The Schubert Club: Accordo – A Tribute to Debussy on his 150th at Christ Church Lutheran (Theoroi)
  102. Dec 6-8 – Minnesota Opera: Workshop’s of Cuomo’s Doubt
  103. Dec 8 – National Lutheran Choir: Marvel of This Night
  104. Dec 9 – VocalEssence: Welcome Christmas
  105. Dec 11 – Ordway: Elf the Musical Blogger Preview Night
  106. Dec 15 & 16 – Musicians of the Minnesota Orchestra and Minnesota Chorale: Ode to Joy!
  107. Dec 20 – Edie Ruth Stenglein’s First Recital
  108. Dec 21 – Minnesota Opera & TPT: Broadcast of Silent Night
  109. Dec 26 – Crystal Bridges Museum of American Art: See the Light: The Luminist Tradition in American Art
  110. Dec 26 – Crystal Bridges Museum of American Art: Moshe Safdie: The Path to Crystal Bridges
  111. Jan 5 – Met in HD: Berlioz’s Les Troyens
  112. Jan 5 – Lyric Opera of Chicago: Second City’s Guide to the Opera (with Renee Fleming and Patrick Stewart)
  113. Jan 8 – The Schubert Club: Alisa Weilerstein, cello and Inon Barnatan, piano (Theoroi)
  114. Jan 9 – Hennepin Theatre Trust: Stephan Elliott and Allan Scott’s Priscilla Queen of the Desert the musical
  115. Jan 10 – Theater Latté Da: Elton John and Tim Rice’s Aida
  116. Jan 16 – The Rhetoric of Certainty at U of M
  117. Jan 18 – MLK Day Celebration by Friend School of Minnesota
  118. Jan 19 – Met in HD: Donizetti’s Maria Stuarda
  119. Jan 26, 29, 31, Feb 2, 3 – Minnesota Opera: World Premiere of Cuomo’s Doubt
  120. Jan 27 – Minnesota Chorale: Mozart’s Requiem Sing-Along
  121. Feb 1 – Musicians of the Minnesota Orchestra: Grammy Celebration Concert
  122. Feb 3 – Gethsemane Church: The Fourth Sunday after Epiphany
  123. Feb 6 – Hennepin Theatre Trust: The Book of Mormon
  124. Feb 8 – Chicago Cultural Center: Industry of the Ordinary: Sic Transit Gloria Mundi (1)
  125. Feb 8 – Chicago Cultural Center: frizzflopsqueezepop by Claire Ashley (2)
  126. Feb 8 – Lyric Opera of Chicago: Wagner’s Die Meistersinger von Nürnberg (3)
  127. Feb 8 – Chicago Public Sculpure Scavenger Hunt (4)
  128. Feb 9 – The Stonewall Inn (5)
  129. Feb 10 – Opera Company of Philadelphia: Puts’ Silent Night (6)
  130. Feb 10 – Philadelphia Public Sculpture and Mural Scavenger Hunt (7)
  131. Feb 11 – Rodin Museum (8)
  132. Feb 11 – The Barnes Foundation (9)
  133. Feb 11 – Independence National Historic Park (10)
  134. Feb 12 – 30th Street Station, Philadelphia (11)
  135. Feb 12 – New York City Opera: Final Orchestra Dress of Adès’ Powder Her Face (12)
  136. Feb 12 – Metropolitan Opera: Verdi’s Rigoletto (13)
  137. Feb 13 – Metropolitan Opera: George Condo – “Jesters” (14)
  138. Feb 13 – The Museum at FIT: Shoe Obsession (15)
  139. Feb 13 – The Museum at FITThe Fashion and Textile History Gallery (16)
  140. Feb 13 – MoMA: Inventing Abstraction, 1910-1925 (17)
  141. Feb 13 – MoMA: Edvard Munch: The Scream (18)
  142. Feb 13 – MoMA: Tokyo 1955-1970: A New Avant-Garde (19)
  143. Feb 13 – Grand by Design: A Centennial Celebration of Grand Central Terminal (20)
  144. Feb 13 – Carnegie Hall: Royal Concertgebouw Orchestra – Bartòk and Mahler (21)
  145. Feb 14 – OPERA America: National Opera Center (22)
  146. Feb 14 – The Morgan Library & Museum: Treasures from the Vault (23)
  147. Feb 14 – The Morgan Library & Museum: Drawing Surrealism (24)
  148. Feb 14 – The Morgan Library & Museum: Degas, Miss LaLa, and the Cirque Fernando (25)
  149. Feb 15 – New York City Public Sculpture Scavenger Hunt (26)
  150. Feb 15 – Metropolitan Museum of Art: Sleeping Eros (27)
  151. Feb 15 – Metropolitan Museum of Art: Matisse: In Search of True Painting (28)
  152. Feb 15 – Metropolitan Museum of Art: The Path of Nature: French Paintings from the Wheelock Whitney Collection, 1785-1850 (29)
  153. Feb 15 – Metropolitan Opera: Wagner’s Parsifal (30)
  154. Feb 19 – The Jungle Theatre: David Ives’ Venus in Fur
  155. Feb 21 – Table Salt Productions: After the Apple (Iveys)
  156. Feb 22 – Minnesota Opera (Project Opera): Paulus’ Shoes for the Santo Niño
  157. Feb 22 – Minnesota Opera (Project Opera): Weill’s Down in the Valley
  158. Feb 22 – Minnesota Opera (Project Opera): Britten’s Noye’s Fludde
  159. Feb 23 – Illusion Theater: Lights UP – Red Resurrected (Iveys)
  160. Feb 24 – Steppingstone Theatre: Ruby! The Story of Ruby Bridges (Iveys)
  161. Feb 27 – The Schubert Club: Liquid Music – Shara Worden (Theoroi)
  162. Mar 2, 5, 9, 10 – Minnesota Opera: Thomas’ Hamlet
  163. Mar 7 – University of Minnesota: Ted Schaller’s Senior Recital
  164. Mar 8 – Minnesota Zoo
  165. Mar 8 – Dark and Stormy Productions: Speed-The-Plow (Iveys)
  166. Mar 13 – Guthrie Theater: Shakespeare’s Twelfth Night
  167. Mar 15 – Guthrie Theater: Shakespeare’s The Taming of the Shrew
  168. Mar 16 – Bach Birthday Bash: 9:00 am – Chapel of the Incarnation, Luther Seminary
  169. Mar 16 – Bach Birthday Bash: 10:30 am – Chapel of the Cross, Luther Seminary (Northwestern Building)
  170. Mar 16 – Bach Birthday Bash: 1:00 pm – Como Park Lutheran Church
  171. Mar 16 – Bach Birthday Bash: 2:30 pm – Roseville Lutheran Church
  172. Mar 16 – Bach Birthday Bash: 4 pm – Saint Michael’s Lutheran Church, Roseville
  173. Mar 16 – The Walker: Kyle Abraham/Abraham.In.Motion (Theoroi)
  174. Mar 17 – St. Olaf Early Music Singers and Collegium Musicum – Sunday Service at Mount Calvary Lutheran
  175. Mar 17 – Actors Theater of Minnesota? Flanagan’s Wake (Iveys)
  176. Mar 19 – P!nk at Xcel Energy Center
  177. Mar 20 – Met in HD: Wagner’s Parsifal
  178. Mar 21 – National Lutheran Choir: Bach Mass in B minor
  179. Mar 23 – Tempo (Minnesota Opera): The Rogue Song
  180. Mar 25 – Candlelight Vigil for Marriage Equality
  181. Mar 26 – Lyric Opera of Chicago: Previn’s A Streetcar Named Desire
  182. Mar 24-31 – Gethsemane Episcopal: Holy Week
  183. Mar 30 – Northern Clay Center: Edie Ruth’s 6th Birthday
  184. Apr 2 – Mika at the Varsity Theater
  185. Apr 3 – Sigur Rós at Roy Wilkins Auditorium
  186. Apr 5 – Altered Esthetics Gallery Opening: Comic Artists at the Opera
  187. Apr 5 – Altered Esthetics Gallery Opening: Brewers Craft
  188. Apr 6-7 – Minnesota Chorale: Bach’s Cantata 140 “Wachet auf, ruft uns die Stimme” and Motets “Singet dem Herrn” and “Der Geist Hilft”
  189. Apr 7 – Metropolitan Opera: Adam’s Nixon in China with Jim Payne’s “Contemporary Opera Group”
  190. Apr 13 – Rufus Wainwright at the Fitzgerald Theater
  191. Apr 14, 16, 17, 19, 20, 21 – Minnesota Opera: Puccini’s Turandot
  192. Apr 14 – Minneapolis/St. Paul International Film Festival – Kerri Pickett’s “The Fabulous Ice Age”
  193. Apr 23 – The Jungle Theatre: Ira Levin’s Deathtrap
  194. Apr 24 – Bethel University: Callie Turner’s Senior Vocal Recital
  195. Apr 25 – Freshwater Theatre: Goes Back to High School
  196. Apr 27 – Met in HD: Handel’s Giulio Cesare
  197. Apr 27 – PFund Cabaret
  198. Apr 28 – Canticum Novum Spring Concert
  199. Apr 29 – Spring Tour: Avastar
  200. Apr 30 – The Schubert Club: Jessye Norman in Recital

The same yesterday and today – in memoriam

03 May 2013

The National Lutheran Choir Hymn Festival: Jesus Christ The Same, Yesterday, Today and Forever

photoLast night was my cultural experience #201. What a year it has been: a year of return, a year of introspection and a year of new experiences. How fitting to hit this milestone at the same place I was when the journey began on May 6, 2012 – Normandale Lutheran Church with the National Lutheran Choir.

Nearly a year ago, it was a joint concert with Cantus. This time, it was even more appropriately a hymn festival. Surrounded by the warmth of the choral community I know, singing the great hymns of the Lutheran tradition and joining my voice with people I’ve shared these songs with for more than a decade, there was something creeping around in the back of my mind.

The weekend prior, as I have annually observed since her death on April 28, 1998, I celebrated the memory of Greta Elizabeth Frank.

A bit on the history of my relationship with this incredible saint. Greta and I met our first year at St. Olaf. She was in Manitou, I was in Viking, and we sang together in the special mixed choir that the music department puts together of its best first year singers in preparation for Chapel, Cantorei and St. Olaf Choir. Later that spring, we both ended up making it into Chapel Choir together, where she stood a few rows in front of me. Probably one of the kindest and most friendly people I’ve ever met, Greta had no enemies in life.

Auditions for our Junior year put her in St. Olaf Choir and I in Cantorei (because I was studying off campus over J-term and second semester, I didn’t try out for any other choir). Over the course of the summer, word spread that she was dealing with some pretty aggressive cancer. She beat it and, though physically drained by the experience, returned to campus in the fall. She was the first person I saw on campus when I returned early, two days after my cousin Aaron was killed in a motorcycle accident and the day after I came out of the closet to my mother. It’s hard to express the emotional mess I was at that point in my life.

I ran into Greta right beside the Chapel that day. I was a bit dazed and confused, but trying to move forward with life. She asked me how my summer had been and I launched into the drama that had unfolded the few days prior. I stopped myself to tell her that I had no right to elevate my own sorrow over the horrors she had dealt with that summer. With a smile on her face and light streaming from behind her eyes, she hugged me and told me that everything would be okay: “We all have our own sorrows to comfort – no one’s grief is more important than another’s.” And peace came to my heart.

April 27, 1999, was the day of St. Olaf Choir callbacks our junior year. In what still is one of the greatest feats of my life, I made it in, rejoiced in my fortune and made plans to see Greta to tell her that we’d be singing together our senior year. She wasn’t on campus because she had relapsed and was (so I had heard) stable but in the hospital.

The next morning, she left this mortal coil.

 

photo 1May 3, 1999, was the celebration of her life. At Normandale Lutheran Church. Settings of our great choral forefather, F. Melius Christiansen, were sung by the St. Olaf Choir. “O Day Full of Grace” began the service. An arrangement of “Children of the Heavenly Father” in her memory by Dr. Bob. “Beautiful Savior” from the LBW. And the service was to have concluded with “Praise to the Lord” which thankfully was substituted with Keith Hampton’s “Praise His Holy Name” (the only thing that slightly honored her cheerfulness in the service).

THIS is what was creeping around in my brain throughout the first half of the concert last night. And I think it dawned on me as NLC sang “Lamb of God” (another Christiansen arrangement). How profound to be in that same space fourteen years later, listening to some of the same friends and colleagues sing the same inspiring hymn settings.

What kind of a person she might have become…to have this power over us, influencing our compassion, still teaching us grace? We were…we ARE…all blessed to have had her in our lives but for a moment in time.

photo 2From the back of the bulletin:

“Greta Elizabeth Frank was born on January 28, 1978 in Minneapolis. She was baptized at Bethel Lutheran in Minneapolis on March 12, 1978 and confirmed at Edina Community Lutheran on May 23, 1993. She did on April 28, 1999 in St. Louis Park at the age of 21 after a 12-month battle with angiosarcoma. She was a junior at St. Olaf College and a member of the St. Olaf Choir. She was a graduate of Edina High School where she was active in both Concert Choir and Concert Band. She was a National Merit Commended Scholar and was a Degree of Honor Scholarship Recipient for Community Service.

During her illness, Greta remained optimistic and determined – just as she was throughout her life. She was more interested in the lives of her friends, loved ones, and the world than she was in her own problems. She often spoke of what she might be able to do for others and hoped to join the Peace Corps.”

I want to thank the National Lutheran Choir for this experience and for helping me to honor the life and grace of a beautiful fellow singer.